Yeah Yeah.. Happy New Year and all that...

So this is how I see it.. (or may be by the end of it you might be inclined to believe I have no option but to see it this way)

Btw.. this is my 3rd odd post that starts with the word So... In school they taught us sentences dont start with So..I think thats where blogs come in.. Screw Grammar.. Im MC Hammer..

Getting back to New Year's; I never really understood the hype associated with the change in calendar year. As far as im concerned we are all giving in to the capitalist commune who created this propaganda. Its a trick, a farce, a deceiving move to get money out of our pockets. In actuality my political views are capitalist, but then till the time I can classify as one myself, I'll hate it. 

Most of the above is because of a childhood where New Years' was a day where I'd get permission to watch extra hours of T.V, most of which I couldnt do coz I'd sleep it off... yeah Sucks that I slept through alleast 7-8 new years even after I was calssified as non-toddler. Practically being on the opposite side of the fence I always had this thing against New Year's revellers, and tried rationalizing sayin..Why not celebrate the change of each month... Yeah right that sounded smart.. alleast at that point in time.

So given the scenario and letting it be that way and getting back to the current sensibility, I still dont get it. Oh, did I mention I did be part of the "Take the money out of my pocket coz I wanna Party" crowd quite a few times in the last decade or so. So ive been on both sides of the table and it still doesnt make sense to me. 

Aaahhh actually, u know what. Lets just let this be. This is heading in the same ol direction.. no use.. no purpose being solved..

So yeah .. Fkkk... Happpy New Year.. lets hope it turns out to be this way.. literally.. ( I sent out this as a text to all my contacts too)

What is it that I did this time round for new .. I know I know.. most of you are not interested..(and I also know, me saying this will make you read ahead heheh)

I'll keep this really short (kinda late to say this with the post already so long..)

• Woke up with a feeling I might wanna do something today
• Went to Dad's work place post lunch..haha I almost had a job that day
• Realized I hadnt signed up for any party, any excursion or any thing else that could be done...Daaaiiiimmmmmm!!!
• Called up a few.. actually a lot to find out I cant be doing, going, partying anywhere my aquaintance list was doing, going, partying
• Now Is when I become Impulsive hahahaa.. 
• I called up home, u know, just to let them know I wont be home for Dinner, and u know if some one else would wanna sign up for my Hara Kiri
• So now I have to do something, coz I cant even go home SShhiiitteeeee!!!
• Now inspite of a lot of convincing from home, I still decide I wanna go out for Dinner and now alone..Wow I just felt like I was Einstein's left one to have discovered this joy..(yeah Cyril .. I know what ur thinking..)
• I went to Kobe for a Sizzler and I was the only dumb fkk occupying a table and sitting alone.. practically everyone else was on a date or with family.. Poor fellla the steward had a bad time giving me a table
• Nonetheless, once I settled down placing my order I felt like a King..( I dont know why).. and I was giving that look to all the couples in there.. U know that look..The " I know u suck and ur jealous of me" look.... 
• Cherry on the icing of the cake was a couple just next to me fought in the time they had between placing their Sizzler and it arriving.. Wow!! that was fast..
• This is when I thought..what an awesome day to break up with ur chic.. hahahaah.. U fight.. then u get drunk at night and u say whatever the fkk u want.. wake up fresh and start all settled hahaaaha

What happened after this is something I wont disclose, coz it is what made me wait with this post.. It is what gave me the new year aggression and rage and kept me from posting this.. as I didnt want bad blood in public.. Which also brings me to my New Year Resolution ..

Yeah this is something I do irrespective of whether I believe in New Year celebrations or not... 

GET A HOLD ON MY TEMPER...  thats what I'm gonna do this year.. and try and not be a freak on a leash.. 

Also, before this year I rarely was online at mid-night just coz I thought I wont see anyone online, and also coz that would paint a sorry picture of me ... but actually I should.. I met quite a lot of people online.. and exchanged wishes.. 

After a lot of shit and slop that I slung your way.. Its time to say bye bye bye..(Nsync style hahhaa)

Till then..

For a world that celebrates for no reason at all..

(like a global holiday for ur bday.. hows that for a celebration)..

Keys punched listening to :

RHCP - My Friend, Breaking the Girl, By the way, The Zeephyr Song, Otherside

Daaaaiiimmmmm I have music now.. Wow!!

Comin up: Videos and this weekend..

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